Last time I wrote in this thing. Why so long? Well, an online blog/log/journal has its ups and downs. An up, everyone can get to know your life, and the down, everyone can get to know your life. I mostly chose not to write because if someone really wants to get to know me, they will talk, spend the time with me to get to know me. My habits my likes and dislikes. Which comes to my point. My current girlfriend, Tsuki as most know her as, has disappeared from my world.
Its been a long while since I've missed someone and not like just small thing. For me, praying, driving me up the wall, because my current girlfriend is no where to be heard from. I guess with my previous relationship of year and half, the latter 6 months I guess I really didn't mind keeping my distance. Now, I miss because of the distance. I hope that it doesn't affect my health. Now... first time in a long time, I look for hope. Not just asking please, I mean in a religious spiritual being. It must be Tsuki's influence, but she's not here... I guess the saying is true, "You don't really appreciate something until its gone."
Now most would be thinking at this point, boo hoo, like everyone else, I'm acting "emo". The detail that most don't see, this is completely out of character of Tsuki. Normally, she is one to respond, even it's hours, she always does. For me to receive the "cold shoulder" is not normal nor an expected thing. I just hope she is ok, and hoping one of the reason's is her phone is broken. Granted that is a possibility, my mind has gone into possibilities, including death. I hope she is not harmed in anyway and I hope she is well. I would just want to hear from here.